How many of us are out there that have to lead a life without living? Do people make it through the entire life doing that? Going through all the motions to save face, to fit in, to make others happy, to do what "we" feel we are supposed to or to just not have to put up with the bullshit? Wanting to live as another?
Do we live in a protective seal all of our lives? Is it really protective or is it isolating? Does that seal hold all of our emotions away? Will they ever escape? Ever be felt by another? How could that seal work? Do we want that to work? Is it possible without a break? Is it ever breached by another?
How can the people around us not see it? Are we that good at hiding it? That good at lying? Do they notice, do they care? Is it ever seen by another? Are we in this life by ourself. Are are the people around us there for us, when we are hiding in our seal? Do they know we are lying, do they know we are hurting, do they care? Can we trust it with another?
Is it fair to lie and deny? To live our lives in the shadows? To walk around and perform for others? To hide what we want? To want to say or to tell. To fear the rejection? Will we ever hold hands with another?
Life is so short, so quick and so fleeting. It so beautiful and suprising with so many posibilities. Do we let it happen, grab hold and hang on? Do we let it pass by with regret? Do we hold back for them? Do we do what we want? When will we share with another?
To make some one smile, to make them laugh and to feel, what a feeling to seize. To give someone pleasure without even trying. To see them happy and feel the return. How can we not? How could we not? To live for the moment, to live for ourselves to live for each other. Wouldn't it be great to live for another?
Thanks for listening. :-)
Hugs,
SW
