Had a nice Saturday, didn't do too much. Which is the nice part. I was ready for a day to do nothing. I did some laundry,cleaned a bit and got my hair cut but other than that nothing.
Haircut wasn't too bad. Don't you hate after you get a hair cut you feel all those little clipped pieces on your neck. I usually just jump in the shower right after.
Went into AWC last night for a bit. First couple times I went there, no one was in the room and the cams weren't working. I watched tv for a while and went back in. Decided to go on cam which I haven't done for quite a while. Just not feeling too cam worthy as of late. Went in and was told right away basically in a pm from a friend that I needed some rest. :-) Off went the cam. He was just being honest with me and when I looked at myself I could see it too. He felt bad but he shouldn't of. Honesty is the best policy. I'd of rather heard the truth. I decided to get back on came without most of my face. LOL I had fun the room was busy, it was cool. Was good to see everyone. "G" did a show, wow do I mean show. :-) It was cool and looked fun. Looked like they were having a great time. Made me want to be on my bed with someone. :-) Sometimes that's the bad thing of the room. You see something or someone that makes you long. Longing in my opinion can be an awesome thing or just a damn right depressing thing. I guess it all has to do with your mood and state of mind when it is happening. But anyway I had a good time. I didnt' stay as late as normal.
While I was there "SD" was talking about a site where he had met a friend. He had told me about it a long while back. I had went in and signed up then but had not been back. While we were talking I went in and found two messages. One was from a guy from a town not all that far from here maybe 40 - 50 miles. He was uhmmmmm handsome and had a nice profile. He is from a town smaller than me. But anyway he left a message a couple months ago but I thought what the heck. So I sent him a reply. Guess it doesn't hurt anything. He is a little younger than I. The other message I got was just a "hello" not sure about that. Why just say hello??? While I was there got another message that said "nice profile" that's cool since I didn't even put a picture there yet. He was from Omaha or so his profile says. Hmmmm we'll see.
I'm in depserate need of loosing some wieght and trying to tone up. I want to be better. My dermotologist said I needed to fake bake for my psoriasis. I have a mild case but has gotten worse the last couple of months. He said probably due to stress. So I'll start doing that on my lunch break I think. I'm going to try to start walking tomorrow. I know Jake would love that. I would too once I get it started and a routine out of it.
I've download too much porn of late. Every since "the horndog moon" as kstyle called it. I have been a bearshare porn loader. My "hard"drive is full in more ways than one. :-P I think the feeling from that moon has continued on. It will just get boring again doing it all by myself. There are days I wish I could just go out and have random sex but that just isn't me. I guess I'm a bad "G" guy. LoL There are a lot of the stereotypes that I miss on. And I don't have "G"dar at all, which really sucks. LOL Oh well such is my life. I aspire to be better.
I get this aweful feeling I put to many thing off. Which I thought I had gotten better at over the last year or so. It's s scarey thing to do. One day I'll be looking back and saying I should have just did that. What the fuck am I talking about I already am doing that. I've got to be better about that. "The Lonely Old Man" thing haunts me sometimes. I should listen to it more.
Well I guess I should get some things done here today. I need to finish laundry and pay some bills. Hope you all have a good one and are taking care of yourselves. Thanks for listening.
Hugs,
SW
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