Wanted to start out by thanking the wonderful guys that posted comments about yesterdays entry. Means a lot. Was a sad day for all of us and together we will get through the sad time and remember the good times, the great conversations and fun we had with Scott. I really want to key in on what "rlo" wrote for a second. Thank you so very very very much for that. That helped me and others out so very much. I will never be able to thank you correctly for that and all you have done. I would like to try if that's possible. Thank you and my thoughts are with you during this hard time BIG HUGS. Talked with George at AWC tonight a little bit again. What a good guy and what a good heart. We talked about the dynamics of the room a little bit. It has changed a little, changed for the better. I love seeing people care about others and showing it. It's hard for a lot of people to do this just makes it a bit easier and know it's worth it.
AWC is truly and amazing place. Been going for over three years now. I have met some awesome people there. Made some incredible friendships that will always be in my life. Not sure how to make a link right yet but it's www.anywebcam.com some people think of it as a porn site but really it's much much more than that for most of us. You can use it whatever way you choose. It has gotten me through a lot of things with the people I have met there. Plus I've had some awesome fun.
Today was just a really different day. Kind of a daze and I felt so tired today. Not sure why. Just a wierd feeling. Didn't get out to much only to get gas, feed Jake and give him some love. Such a sweet dog, always shows his love. :-)
Jake at the lake on one of our walks:
I'm sitting here eating ramen noodles, man haven't had them forever. Picked them up the other day at the store. I should have read the lable they are horrible for carbs. Not that I'm trying to cut them out just cut down. I don't get how they can have hardly anything they are like AIR. The are like the rice cakes of noodles. LOL
I know both of them have to be in the styro-foam family.
Sorry about that just kind of trying to be funny. Man I'm not ready for the weekend to be over all ready. It can't be possible. Think I need to take a few more days off. Just really busy right now but then again "Priorities" right???? One thing about this moment in life. One should seize it, learn or better themselves from it. I really feel that way. I was talking to another friend (W) in the AWC room tonight about that. He had a lot of good comments about it. I hopefully will use this as I proceed forward. I will try to make this part of my "more positive" life. Isn't one really only looking to be Happy. Not that I can complain as of late events for many. I just want to do better. Hope that makes sense. It's something I've looked at this last year a lot. My big set back last November really set me reeling. My own fault and really no regrets.
PM's coming BRB
10:40pm
Just got off a pm on yahoo from George. Rich, Scotts friend, wanted to get in touch with me. Just added Rich to my yahoo. I was so nervous but so ready to talk with him. I am so greatful to him and so glad he was with Scott at the end and through his time till he passed. He talked about playing games with Scott just before his surgery. Man that is so sad but so good to hear. I feel for him greatly. I'm so glad to have been given a chance to talk with him. Hopefully to get to know him as well. Thank You G.... Rich sounds like a great guy. George has been a go-between for Rich and many of Scotts friends. I can't thank him enough but it is from the bottom of my heart. I know it was difficult. HUGS
All in all I must say a better night with the last few converstations. It's still sad but a relief to hear someone was with him.
Enough for tonight. Thanks for listening.
Hugs,
SW
