Flannel Sheets???????? Who would have thought. WOW I love them. My friend "R" got me a set for my new bed for christmas. Been sleeping on them the last two nights. Never thought I would like them in the least but they are oh so cuddly. I was late the first day I slept on them does that tell you anything???? LOL Honestly if you haven't you got to try these.
Been trying to stay focused and my brain off some things and a little work stress reief by cleaning up at night when I get home. I've been cleaning my bedroom. I've been a maniac at it. It all started with those damn sheets. While cleaning my dresser I found some interesting things. I don't use my dresser in the bedroom I use the one in the laundry room. Anyway... LOL I probably shouldn't tell this but, LOL have to do it. I found the only "drug paraphernalia" that I ever owned. It was a gift. LOL it's a little heart carved out of stone with cool little textures carved into it. I was shocked, I had put it away in a secret place years ago and never knew where I put it. LOL This was almost 15 years ago probably. The things we cherish. LOL
Also found some other stuff that I had forgotten where I put it. Some old high school pics, my diploma, my graduation things, my graduation hat and several other things. LOL it was pretty good. OK one more shocker. Several letters from 2 old "girlfriends" hmmmmmm I'll probably get questioned about that. LOL And before you start wondering YES I did read them again. LOL Some of them were from the last breakup about 5 years ago now I think. Her trying to get back with me and things. It was sad. Put some more things in my brain. HMMM maybe this wasn't a good idea. OH WELL. I was talking to boomer about it last night and I told him that when I come out, I will be talking to a couple of those girlfriends personally. It's just wierd how we try to play the damn "normal game" for everyone else. But honestly not fair to them, they didn't know and they probably figured it was all their fault. So I think it's warranted. Boomer wasn't so sure that was needed. Hell I'm not either but it is something that I wonder about. They were very nice girls and I did have feelings for them. Not the ones they wanted but I did really care about them and had fun with them.
"W" and I were talking the other night in the room. He thinks he has me figured out. LOL How much is my bill Dr. Firefly????? HEHEHE I think he understand well. I think he finally got to one of my "root causes" for not being out by now. It was interesting to hear that from someone so "matter of factly" but I appreciate it very much. Probably won't go into that tonight but anyway I know he cares.
I have a lot of PORN. OMG I can't believe all the crap I have. I think maybe I'm an addick??? Maybe thats my problem. Do you think keeping to yourself for years does that to you??? Damn I need to get out. I was suprised, when you clean it all up and put it together it's like DAMN YOU PERVERT. LOL I've got to clear some of this away. How do you throw this kind of porn out when your dad is the trashman??? HEHEHE My life is just so damn complicated. LMAO Jeeeez I'm such a loser. LOL Sorry folks. I'm in a great mood and laughing at my stupid jokes right now. Is there an L on my forehead???
Talked to "R" last night for a little bit he has a cold he is fighting seems like everyone is right now. Boomer is too. "R" and I have been talking a little about the lonely's. He's got it bad and I'm trying to help him I think we could each other by talking it out. He has issues with the awc men's room and doesn't hardly go at all. We are trying to figure that out too. He's such a fun guy and I think being around the other guys would do him some good. His birthday is tomorrow. Hope he has a good one.
Was cleaning last night and just set down the the PC and Boomer pm'ed me, Damn that scared the piss out of me. LOL I was just touching the keys. HEHEHE it was like I was caught doing something wrong. I was so glad to hear from him. I had missed him the last few days. We had an awesome chat. I'm telling you for someone in the place he is right now WOW, what an attitude he has. He suprises me so much. I'm happy he is keeping it together and trying to work through this the smart way and not break down and let it get to him. I have now doubt he has his times but WOW. I have so much respect for him and I'm so proud of his bravery right now. Man I want this to all go right for him. But anyway we had a great talk and some awesome laughing. He called me a FREAK??? Can you believe that??? MUUAH???? No way. Hmmmmm I think that was almost what "W" said. Damn is this a common theme?? LOL
It's supposed to be below zero here tonight and only like 4�F for the high tomorrow. I want to stay home. LOL I want to stay home in my flannel sheets. MAN I love those things, almost better than sex. SHIT Well hell if I knew what sex was like I may not think that way. It's been a rrreeeeaaallllyyyyy LONG time. LOL I need to get out. YA THINK???
Well hope all is well in your worlds. It's already starting to get lighter on the drive home at night. Spring is on it's way and I'm ready. Thanks for listening. Take Care!!!
Hugs,
SW
Quote from the past
Courage, it would seem, is nothing less than the power to overcome danger, misfortune, fear, injustice, while continuing to affirm inwardly that life with all its sorrows is good; that everything is meaningful even if in a sense beyond our understanding; and that there is always tomorrow.
~~~~ Dorothy Thompson
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