Isn't it amazing when you hear of someone elses thoughts about you. Sometimes so suprisingly shocking and sometimes uhm well not so. LOL Well tonight in a conversation with a friend on yahoo I got a nice shock. It was cool I had to post a snippet from it. I took out names and places to protect the not so innocent. Hehehehe here goes, the subject started about Sundays beeing lonely and how tv helped. LOL
B (7/3/2006 10:11:56 PM): but don't think I'd watch as much as I do if I had someone around
W (7/3/2006 10:12:09 PM): It is my hubby at the moment
B (7/3/2006 10:12:24 PM): lol yea understand that
W (7/3/2006 10:12:53 PM): if you were around I am not sure how I would act you scare me in a weak kneed kind of way
B (7/3/2006 10:13:09 PM): scare you?
W (7/3/2006 10:14:03 PM): a little not like beat me up scared more like you seem so much more worldly sophisticated grown up sort of way
B (7/3/2006 10:14:23 PM): omg
B (7/3/2006 10:14:25 PM): lol
B (7/3/2006 10:14:52 PM): not grown up in any way here just floundering around in this world like most other people
B (7/3/2006 10:14:53 PM): lol
W (7/3/2006 10:15:45 PM): I am not so sure about that when we met in Nxxxxxxx you were totally not what I expected you seemed to have it all together knew where you were going a take charge kind f guy
W (7/3/2006 10:16:00 PM): I was intimidated
B (7/3/2006 10:16:20 PM): serious?
B (7/3/2006 10:17:01 PM): I do not have anything together maybe work but that's it lol
B (7/3/2006 10:17:16 PM): of course I made that my life for many years to escape other things
W (7/3/2006 10:17:50 PM): yes i am serious ...I saw a man... I think I was expecting to see soemone less confident
B (7/3/2006 10:18:27 PM): wow
B (7/3/2006 10:18:52 PM): that kinda shocks me a little
W (7/3/2006 10:19:23 PM): You have intrigued me since the day I have met you . You are a conumdrum of inconsistencies
B (7/3/2006 10:20:04 PM): my life is evolving that's for sure
B (7/3/2006 10:20:15 PM): has been for the last 3 years
W (7/3/2006 10:20:24 PM): for the better the way I see it
B (7/3/2006 10:20:26 PM): not sure where it will go but
B (7/3/2006 10:20:32 PM): yea I think so too
B (7/3/2006 10:21:00 PM): guess you experiment a little here and there
B (7/3/2006 10:21:10 PM): some things come out like expected some don't
B (7/3/2006 10:21:16 PM): your ideas wish and wash lol
B (7/3/2006 10:21:29 PM): hopefully staying on a path of happiness I guess
W (7/3/2006 10:21:54 PM): i think the biggest thing is staying true to who you are
B (7/3/2006 10:22:04 PM): absolutely
How do you like that "conumdrum of inconsistencies"??? Wow, I thought that was pretty cool, anyway wanted to post it here so I could remember it. Maybe a good name for a diary page. It truely was shocked how someone precieved me like that. I don't think he would mind if I posted it, he's good that way.
Well any way the big July 4th is tomorrow. I'm a tiny bit down today for some reason. Talking to W helped a little. Have missed talking to some of my buddies lately. Have missed some of them for several days. People you know you are used to chatting with online every day or two. Not sure if it has because things are a little busy right now but after a bit it starts to creep in on you.
My little nephew (my name sake) cut his little finger tonight on an open green been can. He's a year and a half old. Poor little guy had to go have 3 stitches put in. I felt so bad for him. I went over for a bit when they got back from the emergency room. He was all numbed up by then but you know he was still a bit freaked from the whole thing. He's such a cutie, and loves to get into trouble. I mean LOVES it. hehehehe he's so bad. But oh so good. He's starting to talk now a lot. Even putting groups of words together. LOL it's so so sweet. Melts your heart. hehehehe
Well enough for tonight. Have a great "BANG" tomorrow on the 4th and thanks for listening.
Hugs,
B
